Hello Friday!

Well hello there Friday my sweet sweet friend, how are you? i dont even care that it is raning this morning because its supposed to be gone by the end of the day. i hope you all had a great week and have an even better weekend, I wish the weekends were longer but who doesnt?

i dont have much to blog about today not much going on around here at all. i am still getting things in my house, trying to get rid of things, and trying to make my house a home.

i really think i need to get involved more in either my community, some kind of organization, or something! im 29 not 21 people dont just come to me anymore i am going to have to seek them.

A lot of things have changed for me as far as friendships go over the last year to two years. i have lost a very dear friend, not in death, but in life choices. she made several bad choices that i did not feel made her someone i needed to be associated with anymore so i stepped back from her life and she has not made any attempt to either change or reach out so she is dead to me. also i had another friend, an old roommate, who went off the deep end. she had always been different but it wasnt anything like this. she also made several choices in her life that i felt i did not want to be assocaited with so she is also dead to me. what i am saying may be really harsh but its almost like it has to be for me because these 2 people are my closest friends and then POOF nothing so as fast as they were here they were gone. i am really OK with it because i am better off, i dont need people associating me with them especially with the way they lead their lives, THAT IS NOT ME! and you are the company you keep so they are no longer in my company! i have also recently been out of contact with a friend who is leaving her husband. she was married for 7 years to a man who was child. he is almost 40, waits tables about 3 days a week, plays with remote control cars, smokes d*pe, plays playstation, still sucks his thumb, and was an all around child. she finally saw what everyone else did. she made the money, she paid the bills, she had friends, and she was better off without him. i guess this has made her go "buck wild" and i guess i cant blame her. ive never been married so i dont really understand what she is going through, she doesnt talk to me about it, she doesnt talk to me period. i dont know ive always said if the same thing keeps happening to you in different situations it must be you so maybe its me. UH OH i think it is! hmm well ill leave you guys with that for the weekend.

i hope everyones weekend is exciting, relaxing, and fun!