Quick start, a party, and some hair!

ok January has been speeding past me like a fat girl at a buffet and i dont like it. i havent felt rushed or anything but i looked up and all of a sudden its the 26th and i have nothing to show for it, anyone else feel this way? i hope 2010 has started out positive for you all and i hope it continues that way for all of you. i am trying to be more positive in my every day life and not look at the negative all the time! so far its hit or miss and depends on the day and my mood but i think that was always the case!

Tomorrow, 60 years ago, my mother was born! dear god i cant believe my mother is going to be 60 i never thought i would have 60 year old parents, that just seems so old to me. im going to be 29 this year and im not dealing with that well so i can only imagine her feelings on being 60. she doesnt read this blog so i realize i basically called my mom old back there but she wont ever know if i dont say it to her face! LOL! love you mom if you happen to find this! let me just say that i love my mother, she is my best friend, she doesnt give advice and never has she simply tells you how she feels and if you dont like it tough shit. dont ask her for advice unless you want her opinion because thats all youll get. shes controlling, string willed, and stubborn, hmm i wonder where i get it from?? She hasnt always been the best support there is because she doesnt ever agree with me but shes there for me when i need her and when i dont. i love her and i wouldnt trade her stubborn ass for any other mother in the world! LOL we are an honest family!

i almost had a breakdown yesterday! i e-mailed a picture to my hair girl to see if you thought it was doable (you will get said picture in a moment) and she said yes and so i said good ill bring it with me saturday (the 30th, this weekend, the day ive been looking forward to) and she says i dont have you down for saturday, i started to sweat, baaaaaaad! so i went back on her facebook and found the conversation between her and i and mailed it to her to show where we confirmed the appointment (i love having proof) so she says whoops i forgot to write it down. im in panic mode! THANK GOD she said she could do me at 11:30 otherwise i might have lost my mind and started cutting and coloring my own hair with no regard for my own safety!

oh yeah i almost forgot i told yall i would post that picture of the hair, i welcome all opinions. ill even post 2, the top is the color im going for and the bottom is the cut, discuss, LOL! (i forget where i found these i just googled what i was looking for and there they were, sorry if i left off credit for someone)